a journal to remember

yes! i made this; plus the chocolate sauce (sort of). =D me proud!

this is the chocolate sauce. i made the sauce by double-boiling chocolate pieces.

the lilies in the garden bloomed! xD
oh, and by the way, anyone interested in winning RM8,000? ;D
corntoz is holding a competition; do a video of yourself eating corntoz in the most creative way and the best video wins RM8,000!
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LOL!
omg i can't believe i'm typing this.

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i am that girl who's afraid to speak out at times; sometimes, whenever you do or say things that made my heart burn, i'll try to look at the bright side and pretend nothing of the bad has happened. i'll hide the feeling cos i don't know what am i supposed to tell you. i am afraid i might burden or give negative thoughts to you, or in other words, i am afraid i would say things that could cause you to misunderstand me. i'll think of the times when i have offended or hurt you, and secretly, i hope everything will be alright. i'm just afraid that, at times, my mistakes made will be judged by you and you might hate me. forgive me for all my negative thoughts; i am a girl who has a very low self-esteem and very low expectations of my ownself. i admit, yes, i am gullible at times, believing what friends have said and scaring myself, though deep inside i know; no couple is perfect. like any other girl, i am sensitive and easily affected at times. but being with you has taught me to be positive no matter what i do.i know i can't change myself much-but i'll try to improve myself for the better; i want to be able to open up to you without giving you the wrong message. i don't want to hide from you anymore.thank you so much; for no matter how many countless times i may have irritated you or drove you insane, you would always try to understand me. i really missed you and i know no matter what, you will always be there for me, and me, for you.i may have repeated this, but you know you have my support. ;) i feel really blessed to have you.i <3 you.all the best in your exams, i know you can do it! score As and make your parents proud.=) p/s : i may not be saying all this to you in real life, but if you're reading this,i hope you know i meant it well.<3

i've already listed a number of movies to watch. ;) HEHE.. 3 MORE DAYS TO GO! WEEPEE! :D
truly,
julia.