a journal to remember

"tell me why, you're so hard to forget
don't remind me, i'm not over it
tell me why, i can't seem to face the truth,
i'm just a little too not over you."

"shake it off, let it go,
didn't think it'd be this hard
should be strong, movin' on but i see you
sometimes i try to hide what i feel inside."

"oh, and it rains in your bedroom, everything is wrong,
it rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone,
'cos i was there and you said forever and always
you didn't mean it, baby, i don't think so."
"was i out of line? did i say something way too honest
that made you run and hide like a scared little boy?
i looked into your eyes. i thought i knew you for a minute
now i'm not so sure."

"and you feel so low, you feel nothing at all,
and you flashback to, when he said forever and always."

they say you have to kiss many frogs til you find your prince. what if i kissed a "frog", only to realise he was my prince after all?